Tu 11/10/26
Tu 11/10/26 735am {1/4 DIET SMOKE 'Bold' 200 mg: 50 mg total}. 740am (GB: 4/ Hammerhead). 1230pm (GB: 4/ Green Crack). 535pm (GB: 5/ Green Crack). 830pm (GB: 5/ Hammerhead). ***Yesterday and today I've only eaten 'white foods'; macaroni, rice, sourdough bread, saltines, ricotta cheese. I miss the taste & texture of apples, cabbage, onions, peppers, and kernel popcorn, but do my bowels feel better? I plan to incorporate a 'white food' day in my diet every so often in the future. Up 645am: Bright & sunny with temps almost to 70. Watched 'JANET PLANET' (Hoopla). An Art Film about a single mom and her precocious, preteen daughter. Mom makes terrible life choices and her daughter begins to realize that it's mom who has made her life a continuous Hell. Mom chooses wrong (especially the men in her life) because she's lost her ability to make personal value judgements. Is being liked so important or is that just her low self esteem cloud...